Hello my dear

well my turn to make a silly blog about this year

This year i learned a LOT. I can’t even describe the amount of life experience i obtained in one year. I turned 18, my birthday sucked, so much family drama started over it. The person I liked forgot it was my birthday. He also got me a stupid picture frame lol. I will never get over that lol. Valentine’s day was my last pillow fight for a while. I missed a volleyball tournament for that hahaaa. Oh lord my last CLUB volleyball season! That team sucked balls, but oh how i do miss playing. I remember when Michelle and I found out we were definitely going to Ireland! that lunch was epic, as was the trip :) Let’s see…….. Prom was super fun, I took Liz cuz guys are lame. I looked effin gorgeous. as did all my other friends. I graduated with a pretty nice cumulative grade point average. Decided i was going to UCSB (oh and i visited Cristina! such a fun weekend). Went to Ireland and had a blast! 4th of July in Tahoe :D. Volleyball camp was fun and tiring but i still loved it. Helped with Mercy volleyball tryouts. Yuba City was sad and super fun. very unforgettable. Watched as all my friends left…i am STILL getting over the fact that we dont all go to the same school. Waited for my time to come. Then one day, my mom, brother, maria and I all drove down to Santa Barbara and I started my freshman year! It was tough to get used to not having my best friends with me :( They all had their new friends while it was taking me a long time to find the right people for me. That was the hardest part about moving away. Being on my own is fine, but without the girls that have been with me through everything, that was a huge transition. My floormates finally became my friends who i hung out with all the time and Halloween came and went, with some added buzz time. Then the shitty weekend happened where i learned my most important lesson of all. That had to have been the hardest time of the year. I literally was alone and had no one to come and give me a real hug, telling me that people make mistakes, and blah blah blah. I don’t think I’ve ever been so embarrassed and depressed. sigh. Then I went home for Thanksgiving and was reunited with my girls (most). Had 2 thanksgivings. went back and had finals. they were kinda stressful. but i managed to pass all my classes and get a friggin B+ in Calculus! woohoo! Winter Break. Oh i forgot to mention that i started liking a new guy. whatever. we’ll see if that continues. Anywho, I came back from school and no one was back except for Tay. Damn other schools. lol. I did nothing for a week. finally saw michelle with her silly ice pack around her head. Saw Sammy :) My brother flew over here! had christmas mass, christmas dinner, WG’s Secret Santa Party, saw maryland man as olive likes to call him. Said goodbye to my bro :( cried for like 45 min, was cheered up by sia and nick, and so now its new years eve.

whew. i dont even want a kiss lol

Genetic counseling will be tough to obtain as a career. Can I do it?

Pretty much each time this year I just BREAK DOWN. Usually I feel better knowing that I’m going back to school (here in SF) and just hanging with my friends. But now I have to go back to college where I don’t have my really close friends. I have friends, but it’s not the same. Everything is still unfamiliar while being familiar at the same time. That makes no sense whatsoever. In one week it’s my birthday and I have to spend it back at school. I hope I don’t have to get myself a cupcake :( I just want to get into a coccoon here in SF and just live on my own. I hate being the center of attention. Being strong has its limits.

The worst part? I only see my brother twice a year and when he leaves, it is one of the saddest feelings ever.

I just drove around the avenues, west portal, sunset boulevard…just listening to the radio.

best part? Don’t Stop Believing came on and I just BELTED it! All by myself. :)

I wish I had someone with me but people are never awake. I hardly ever get the car and so I feel I NEED to use it. And let’s be honest, I never sleep unless it’s between the hours of 4 and 1 lol.

James McAvoy.

2009 recap.

2009: In the Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? Ferry Building in SF.
Who were you with? Michelle, Katey, and Maya.
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? Sadly, no.
Did you make any resolutions? Haha no.

2009: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? Nope.
Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? A lot of pillow hits.
Did you meet anyone special? Sure
Did you fall in love? possibly. maybe.

2009: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? yessssss sir!
Did any of your friendships end? not really
Did you dislike anyone? of course
Did you make any new enemies? nope
Did you resolve any fights? No.
Who was your closest friend? WG’s, Jenn, Liz
Who did you grow apart from? no one really.
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? nope.

2009: Your BIRTHDAY
Did you have a cake? Yes, like 3 of them.
What did you do for your birthday? dinner with friends, 2 dinners with family.
Did you have a party? Nopeeeee
Did you get any presents? yaaaaaaa
If so what was the best thing you got? MY BLACKBERRY!

2009: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? Ohhh yes.
Did you dye your hair? Not this year.
Did you get your hair cut? haha only once.
Did you change your style? my style is always changing
Were you in school? Yes ma’am
Did you get good grades? Could have been better. oh well.
Did you have a job? only volleyball camp :(
Do you drive? Yuuuuup
Did you own a car? Nope.
Did anyone close to you gave birth? Helllll no.
Did you move at all? I went to college!
Did you go on any vacations? Ireland, Tahoe
Would you change anything about yourself now? Not really.

2009: Wrap Up.
Is 2009 a good year? Yes and no. A great year for learning.
Did 2009 bring any new insights? A ton!
Do you think 2010 will top 2009? It better!