Another month has passed and what a month it’s been. In the craziness (yet oh so monotonous) of my work life (2 very different jobs), my love life has been the best it’s ever been. For the first time in my life I am able to be as open as I want to be about whatever the subject, but especially my feelings. I’ve had moments of overwhelming emotions and I’ve had moments of complete frustration, and yet every single day is an even bigger affirmation to my desire to be with Drew. I’ve never doubted his feelings toward me but we’ve gotten to the point where he feels the need to speak in terms of “forever,” which is what I’ve wanted. We fought for the first few times and managed to get through it without screaming matches or near break-up moments. He actually wanted to celebrate our 2 month anniversary! What guy actually gives a shit about that?! What guy actually does half the stuff Drew does?! I still can’t believe I’ve found a guy that embodies all the qualities he has. My brain is still trying to catch up with my life, but if that’s the only problem, then I think I’m okay. While I feel boggled down with jobs and being an adult (fuck, I miss college), I have so much faith in myself, in this relationship, and in my future. I know wherever I go, Drew will be by my side supporting me and rooting for me. I’m not sure if I have an angel guarding me, if fate finally gave me the break I deserved, or if this is all circumstance, but I am completely grateful for everything.
Eclipse lunar 2014
Didn’t get to see it cuz of fucking Karl the Fog, but glad it was documented.
Love these tips for an “emergency care wall.” What would be on your’s?
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And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in.